Post by leonardo james steeldirge on Jun 9, 2012 18:40:49 GMT -5
leonardo james steeldirge
TWENTY-SIX ● MALE ● LOCAL ● WILSHIRE ● BILLIE JOE ARMSTRONG ● PROFESSIONAL GAMBLER
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[/td][td]EXTROVERTED: Lee's what you might call a typical teenager. He's loud, he's obnoxious, he breaks rules, questions authority, loves sex, smokes pot, you get the idea. He's in your face about anything and everything, and doesn't believe (or care) to censor himself for anyone. He thrives around the company of others, gravitating to them to stroke what seems to be his highly inflated ego. While he might not have very many close friends, he's kind to everyone he meets - though not necessarily polite.
INSECURE: What people don't seem to know about Lee is his complete and utter lack of self-confidence. Lee's extroversion is a cover-up for how tormented he is on the inside. If you insult him, he's quick to become defensive - and though he'll almost never break in front of someone who's challenging him, it tears apart his psyche. He'd much rather dance around topics he's uncomfortable with by falling back onto his well built and enforced facade of being an egotistical asshole. If you're unlucky enough to see him in one of his moments of fury or sadness, you'll find that Lee's a pretty bitter soul. Rub off on him the wrong way in one of these episodes and he certainly will have no problem resorting to a brawl to ward you off. Try to be supportive, and he'll push you away because he won't want to bother you with the pathetic person he thinks he really is.
CREATIVE: There are few people that can say they are really good at something and mean it, and though Lee rarely actually talks about his creative side, if he does, you can see he's extremely passionate when it comes to anything artistic. Music is what he has the biggest affinity towards. He often loses himself for hours upon hours writing melodies or playing one of his many instruments. He holds a childish dream of one day becoming famous, but knows it's highly unlikely that it'll ever happen.
IMMATURE: Speaking of, Lee has got a terrible case Peter Pan Syndrome. Growing up is last on his list of important things to do. He's one of those guys that wants to stay a kid for his entire life, regardless of age. Lee probably takes this to heart a little too much though, to a point where others become annoyed at his lack of willingness to take on responsibility like an adult.
SELFLESS: When Lee here actually makes close friends, he will literally do anything for them. Anything. Even to the point where he'll put his own physical or mental well being on the line. This of course, comes with a price. Despite the fact that Lee surrounds himself with people constantly, he's closed off emotionally to a point where even being in a crowded room can feel painfully lonesome. It makes those friends that he actually has even more dear to him, but it also leaves room for those friends to use him.
FEARS ABANDONMENT: Lee is always afraid to lose people close to him whether they be family, friends, or lovers. He's had several experiences in the past where people he's cared for have left him in some way or another, and so he lives in this constant fear that the people that still remain in his life will one day disappear. Because of this, Lee tries as damn hard as he can to keep people by giving them everything he has, money, complements, whatever he thinks they might want in return for their friendship, love, and attention.
SORE LOSER: Lee's extremely competitive and quick tempered. He doesn't like to lose at anything, especially against other males. Not that he'll pick fights on purpose (though don't put it passed him, he has before) but he'll raise his voice at you pretty fast if you challenge or insult him. Oh, and... don't mention his height unless you want an earful of profanities.
LOVING TSUNDERE: Another thing people don't expect is for Lee to be a romantic. He's in denial about it, preferring to be more of a Casanova while trying to win over men and women alike, but if someone were to say, turn the tables on him and complement him, he'll grow flustered and embarrassed. All that said, don't expect Lee to come up and tell you he likes you. With his self-esteem issues, he'll likely never tell you if he wants to date you.
[/td][/tr][tr][td][/td][/tr][/table]INSECURE: What people don't seem to know about Lee is his complete and utter lack of self-confidence. Lee's extroversion is a cover-up for how tormented he is on the inside. If you insult him, he's quick to become defensive - and though he'll almost never break in front of someone who's challenging him, it tears apart his psyche. He'd much rather dance around topics he's uncomfortable with by falling back onto his well built and enforced facade of being an egotistical asshole. If you're unlucky enough to see him in one of his moments of fury or sadness, you'll find that Lee's a pretty bitter soul. Rub off on him the wrong way in one of these episodes and he certainly will have no problem resorting to a brawl to ward you off. Try to be supportive, and he'll push you away because he won't want to bother you with the pathetic person he thinks he really is.
CREATIVE: There are few people that can say they are really good at something and mean it, and though Lee rarely actually talks about his creative side, if he does, you can see he's extremely passionate when it comes to anything artistic. Music is what he has the biggest affinity towards. He often loses himself for hours upon hours writing melodies or playing one of his many instruments. He holds a childish dream of one day becoming famous, but knows it's highly unlikely that it'll ever happen.
IMMATURE: Speaking of, Lee has got a terrible case Peter Pan Syndrome. Growing up is last on his list of important things to do. He's one of those guys that wants to stay a kid for his entire life, regardless of age. Lee probably takes this to heart a little too much though, to a point where others become annoyed at his lack of willingness to take on responsibility like an adult.
SELFLESS: When Lee here actually makes close friends, he will literally do anything for them. Anything. Even to the point where he'll put his own physical or mental well being on the line. This of course, comes with a price. Despite the fact that Lee surrounds himself with people constantly, he's closed off emotionally to a point where even being in a crowded room can feel painfully lonesome. It makes those friends that he actually has even more dear to him, but it also leaves room for those friends to use him.
FEARS ABANDONMENT: Lee is always afraid to lose people close to him whether they be family, friends, or lovers. He's had several experiences in the past where people he's cared for have left him in some way or another, and so he lives in this constant fear that the people that still remain in his life will one day disappear. Because of this, Lee tries as damn hard as he can to keep people by giving them everything he has, money, complements, whatever he thinks they might want in return for their friendship, love, and attention.
SORE LOSER: Lee's extremely competitive and quick tempered. He doesn't like to lose at anything, especially against other males. Not that he'll pick fights on purpose (though don't put it passed him, he has before) but he'll raise his voice at you pretty fast if you challenge or insult him. Oh, and... don't mention his height unless you want an earful of profanities.
LOVING TSUNDERE: Another thing people don't expect is for Lee to be a romantic. He's in denial about it, preferring to be more of a Casanova while trying to win over men and women alike, but if someone were to say, turn the tables on him and complement him, he'll grow flustered and embarrassed. All that said, don't expect Lee to come up and tell you he likes you. With his self-esteem issues, he'll likely never tell you if he wants to date you.
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